First Love

“Dear Grey Feathers, I am 62 years old, married 20 years this time and lately cannot get my very first love out of my mind…

We were both 18 and he broke my heart when my mother died by leaving me when I needed him most. Over the years when I wasn’t married, we would get together and remained friends. I left Florida and moved away and had little to do with him but did talk to him occasionally once or twice a year. He was always there for me and he apologized for leaving me then but couldn’t handle my deep depression.

Back in 2005 his father called to say he died at the age of 46. I was shocked but knew he had some health issues. Now here we are 15 years later and I can’t stop thinking of him even though I was so over him before. What is wrong with me?” -Anonymous

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