I Should have Never

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“I should have never …

I should have never been born… as I was never wanted by you…

I should have never been your punching bag… as you were jealous of the fact my dad loved me…

I should have never have seen you bringing different men into what was our home while my dad worked…

I never should have watched you hurt my brother, he was so little…

I should have never introduced you to my high school boyfriend… as he became your torture tool…

I should have never been verbally abused or physically abused… it lead me to the hospital admitted each month missing out on high school activities…

I should have never had to keep my rape to myself, not telling my dad because he said he’d want nothing to do with me…

I should have never gotten married 30 days after my graduation just to get away from you…

I should have never had a baby a year later… thought I’d have someone to love Me…

I should have never been abused by my then husband… couldn’t tell anyone he was a cop…

I should never have gotten married the second time… I wasn’t able to have a good relationship…didn’t know how…

I should never have left my second marriage looking for greener grass…

I should never have been so selfish… hurt my kids…

I should never have fallen in love with a narcissist…

I should never have taken you back… only to be thrown away again I should never have wasted my life…

I should never have to feel like this…”

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2 thoughts on “I Should have Never”

  1. I was there also as my parents desperately wanted a boy and my twin brother died at birth and I was their fourth girl and doctors told my mother she couldn’t have more children as it would kill her.
    I heard and felt how much they hated me. I married young an abusive man, got out only to marry a narcissistic man. I’m free now and after a couple of years of counseling I can say that it wasn’t my fault that my parents put me through every type of abuse that there is. They had issues not me. Please whoever and wherever you are seek counseling and set your self free!💜

  2. Those things should never have happened to you. They will never happen to you again, you won’t let them. You’re a warrior now. God bless you 💖💕

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