“In May of 2015 I lost my husband of 36 years. It devastated me. I had never been an adult without him…
It was hard. I carried on as people do and eventually found a wonderful man and fell in love again. We have been married for two years now.
Problem is, I feel like I am watching my life, not living it. It’s as if this life isn’t mine and I am watching from the sidelines. I do love my husband but it’s not the life I had planned. I find myself crying a lot and some days I just don’t want to be here any more.
I feel that my life finished when my first husband passed and I’m now just living in limbo. did anyone else feel like this after being widowed?” -Anonymous