Anxiety over Family and Daughter

I lost my firstborn daughter to suicide 6 months ago l have my youngest daughter struggling with her sobriety. I am so scared l will lose her too… l feel so alone and I don’t know what to do. I am working far from her as l am in a fly in community only… l just don’t know. l am at a point that l want to leave my job… but that’s not going to get me anywhere in this life one has to work l am 57 and a Principal of an Elementary school. Please pray for my daughter and peace for my family thank you.