After silence from broken relationships and burying myself in God’s word, I found peace and joy. Well, the family members wanted reconciliation. I thought I was in a good space and prayers validated moving forward. In 24 hours one family member pulled the family apart again and they all attacked me who still does not know what happened. The anxiety is back, I am trying not to take it on but I am currently struggling with that. I feel stupid for falling for it again. I know God loves me. I know I am worth more than I feel but my humaness is buying into the lies. Please pray for God to win this battle yet again. Thank you.