Myself and my Family

Divorced last July, 2018… Started menopause… Feel like I’m going to lose my mind… I drink to numb the pain… I just need peace in my life… I have no family… My ex was my best friend and family… And we are going through communication problems… Fighting… Now bad names at me and uncontrollable anger… He controls everything in the house… HE CONTROLS EVERYTHING… including our daughter… I’m trying everything to better myself… He still acts immature… Blocks… Yells and hangs up on me on a daily basis… Now my daughter won’t talk to me because of our fighting… He will never take any part of accepting I’m not the only one to blame… I need help and I don’ know what to do to get my sanity back and be happy for once in my life… 😭