Support for Broken Heart

AFTER 40 YEARS OF MARRIAGE I AM READY TO WALK AWAY ANY SECOND~
MY HUSBAND IS AN ALCOHOLIC AND JUST MEAN, BITTER AND ANGRY ALL THE TIME. HE TREATS ME AWFULLY AND SAYS I’M JUST A TOTAL DUMBASS WHO IS BASICALLY WORTHLESS. IT HURTS, BUT I KNOW WHO I AM AND WHO GOD CREATED ME TO BE.
MY HEALTH IS STARTING TO IMPROVE AFTER A VERY SERIOUS NUERO SYNDROME ALMOST 2 YEARS AGO AND AM GETTING STRONGER EVERYDAY.

I HAVE FOUND OUT THE HARD WAY THAT THE MORE PEOPLE WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE, THE MORE I HAVE DEPENDED ON JESUS~
I DON’T TRUST MANY ANYMORE. TRUST HAS BECOME HUGE~
I’M JUST REALLY SAD THAT PEOPLE WHO SAY THEY LOVE ME ARE SO SELF CENTERED AND SELFISH~
THANKS FOR CARING~ <3